22/2/13 :(

我知道自己不成熟,时常乱发脾气,:( 有时候,在那边傻傻的等了好久好久,希望可以等到你, 真的有时候,会等到很心酸 就只躺在床上,一直检查手机,看看是不是我没留意到你的回复 每次等了好久,都会想哭,是不是什么东西让你忘了我? 然后,当我终于等到你时,却又对你发脾气, 我很尽力的去说服自己,说你一定有东西忙,不是你要的 有时候,你解释了,我还是很难过,难道真的没有那几秒通知我一声? 我不敢离开手机,怕你找我却找不到,就只好一直等下去 我不喜欢等,很不喜欢,我害怕会等不到我要的 到时候,又会找些理由来说服自己,让自己继续的等待,直到心死为止 然后,前几天,我不小心在天桥上把水壶跌下去, :( 我可怜的水壶,我看着它落地 D; 庆幸的是,没有坏 :) 啊啊啊,我不要那么粗心 这几天也很忙功课,忙课外活动 团员都很希望可以比赛拿到好成绩,我也希望可以, 不过,我很懒,也没有很有实力,所以不理解为什么我会是在第一组, 也罢,我尽量努力吧! :( 然后, :) 笨蛋,不好意思,对你发了脾气, i love you baby. <3

昨天等那个笨蛋等了好久,然后他回来后,我很开心,但是我们聊聊下,我不小心说错话 :( 和他吵架。其实,我不喜欢吵架 D; 过后就很伤心,也有点不开心,不甘心我等了这么久却这样。然后,想了好多好多,大概想到1.00am将,边哭边睡了。一整天也就一直想他,不知道他会不会因为我而被影响,:(我不想害他分心,工作不专心,等下他老板骂他怎么办D;或者,有害怕他没有在乎我,让我演独角戏,一个人担心伤心。回家后,就检查手机,也看到了他的留言,其实是有感动的,却又要面子,所以也只是还处于有点不开心的状态。过后,他好像真的失落了,我不忍心看他这样,D;也不想他这样,自己也不知道要怎样,不过心里是希望可以和好的,啦啦啦啦了一大堆,最后还是和好了;)谢谢你时常对我那么包容,哈哈哈,我的傻傻。希望可以永远跟你在一起 :)

18/02/2013

Now, my baby went to pick his mum back from the flight i miss him. Wanted to spend more time with him but it seems like when he is free, i'm not and when i'm, he is not :( Actually i wanted to talk to him more as we are hard to contact each other. Every time that he rejected my call due to busy or others reasons. I'm kind of disappoint or should i said that it is... sad? I know he is busy, i should be understanding... And also he did alot things for me. I know i should'nt be so selfish I just a little frustrate now. Yesterday, is bai tian gong all the fireworks pak pak pak @@ damn noisy And today after 2nd recess, i had a little stomach ace. I scare that it is food poisoning so much :X Luckily that it is not :) Fuuuu ~ And yesterday baby helped me finish my homework, xiexie ;) i love u too.

14/02/2013 ;)

Its been a long long long long long long time since i last update ;)
It's 2013 now, and i'm facing SPM soon :O
Ughhh, i'm kind of worry D: *worry worry worryy
I'm currently studying in Sr2ScB
Well, they are sooooooo smart :3
and met new friends there, all the sorlou? Hahahaha
They are nice ;) friendly and kind
So glad to meet u guys ! :3

Then now is still CNY and also Valentine :O
Happy Valentine Day and Chinese New Year to everyone :D

:3 Weeeee
I have alot of Ang Pao ! Pao pao pao pao pao pao :3
Hahahaha, pao pao pao pao pao pao
And yea, this year poker kept winning :O
Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :3 Daaaaaaaamnnn lucky !

Still :3 I love my baby dudu
He's mine and mine and mine and will be mine ;)
Baby, i love u and will be always ;)