22/11/15

A new life event occurs

Currently I have a bae hehe

Although he is not that attractive by appearance except his sexy back

But he is mmm perfect? In all other aspect 

University life had been fun until now, and may be future too

Met a lot of great friends here

But of course, friends I made in the past still remain in contact as well 

Which makes me felt glad as I always worried that I'm forgotten by others haha

I guess I should've put some faith in people surrounding me

I love you all so much :b 

Went to pavilion yesterday with the pig :3 

Was blocked and lots of police cars and VIP cars pass by

I wonder if President Obama is in there? Ahaha so lucky ~~ 

And even funnier, during the morning date with Chuan Fong 

We was paparazzi by an unknown 

Probably his secondary school friend HAHA, such an odd occurrence 

Either way, :3 it's such a great thing to be together with you aha

University Life

Is good to have a solid resolve
For the moment, I made lots of friends cause I overcame my shyness
University life was much more busier than what I expected
But I enjoyed it very much

The amount of coursework is gradually increasing
Group discussion and studying was quite efficient as I get to learn new stuff from others
Glad that I always have person supporting me

As my registration was late, the accommodation room doesn't have any choices left
I chose the share room which leads me to have room-mates now
It doesn't seems bad like what I am expecting
Everyone was kind and friendly
Hopefully we will maintain our "room-mate ship" well hehe

Surprisingly, I met a guy coincidently when I want to print notes for the next lecturer lesson
He was a senior of mine, a year 4 civil engineering student
He has a nice appearance, tall, well build body and yeah attractive voice
I was quite attracted by him
But since I don't really know him well
I guess I will just remain as a fan girl ahahaha

Lastly, may my university life be interesting and fun
Thank you for those who helped me until now

New chapter

I'm starting my university in a week time

As usual, I think I will be shy and nervous to greet my new friends ?

Let's hope everything will be fine haha

As time passes, some of my friends that were once close with me starting to feel distance

I guess, things does fade 

Hopefully they get to meet great friends in my place 

In the same time, I'm glad to have people that always care for me

I always knew I'm not a great person to begin with 

I don't need anything in return, so please don't stop caring for me 

That's all I wished for 

Midnight

My ex got himself a new girlfriend again
Unexpectedly, I felt sad knowing about it
I was quite certain that I'd put down the past relationship of ours
But unfortunately, I guess things doesn't develop as what you expect it will be
After knowing it, I cried the whole night until now
I guess it will be a sleepless night today?
Do I still love him?
I'm not sure about it, but I guess I do care about him
I told him that we should lessen our contact for his sake
But honestly, it was for myself
It will be too hurt to know how happy he is with the person being by his side that wasn't me
I guess I tried too hard hiding my feelings for him after our broke up
Hopefully, this will be the last time that I will cry for you
Perhaps, cutting off contact with you will be the best option
As I won't be hurt anymore
I wonder, how long does it takes for it to heal?

30.6.15

This is the last day of June
My A level program officially end today
The memories that we shared during this one and a half year was great
Although I regret taking A level as it is tough
But as it is over now, I probably will miss everyone

The Langkawi trip I went with my college friends was fun
I'm glad that I made great friends
I really like everyone, so I guess I will make a selfish wish for myself
I hope everyone will stay being friends as long as possible.

2015

About 2 months have passed for this " new " year, and I've sick twice 

Such a weak body I have :/ 

It doesn't really surprise me anymore, those who accompanied me last year wasn't those I'm spending time with now. 

At least I'm pleased that those who meant a lot to me is still with me now. 

I hope our friendship last :)

Probably we're just too blindly seeking for someone who will understand us instead of appreciating those who stayed with us all these time. 

I'm glad I met you guys, that will stayed with me unconditionally.