Me

The one that couldn't let it go is just me.
Every perception of me about you is just my fantasy.

It's about time to end my foolishness.
It's time to wake up, after discovering so much.

Everything has ended.
Everything will be okay.

It will just be a memory to be forgotten.
Smile and live on :)

Calm

My college holiday started few days ago :)
Did nothing except for lazying the whole day haha. Lol

Feel more stable and calm now
Just sometime, when I miss you, I will wonder what are you doing.

As I promised both of us before,
until the day I completely put down you, I will only add back you as friend in FB
I wonder, how long will it be ?

Sometimes, I just feel silly and pathetic
After our broke up, you move on so quickly
And me , still staying on the same spot hoping for so called miracle happens.
I wonder, what makes me attached to you so much? Hmm, I don't know.

For the moment, I had rejected a few confession
Just feeling like, I'm not ready for the next yet, I don't want to be so irresponsible in my relationship, it is unfair for both side.
Also, for the moment, you are the only one I had such feeling to.

Just like one of my pal said,
One day, I will eventually let go of it and realize how silly and stupid I'm now

For now, I have to decide what I'm going to choose next
This Friday, I'm going to experience German school life
Then, I will have to decide to continue what I'm doing now or start a new life in Germany
No matter which path I choose, as long as I'm happy will do :)

I'm fine now, how about you ?
Do you miss me, like I miss you ;) ?