23.8.14

It's been a bad month
Several sad things happened
But no matter how bad a month is, there'll always be something good to balance it :)

Well, here comes the bad one first :o
I bang my car during a visit to Ms Gladys's daughter full month party.
Well, the main point is not the car of course
Most importantly, no one is injured :x
I felt sorry to those that were in my car
And well, of course my family
Sorry, my careless brought trouble to everyone :x I will be more aware and learn from my lesson.

I didn't really remember much what bad things happened,
:o but well, that was the main one. So here comes the good part. :)

The owner of the car that I bang, he was a kind man
Thank you for tolerating a careless driver like me haha :)

Then, friends that keeps on supporting me until I feel better
Thank you for being there with me

And well, my family for taking responsibility for all my actions
Thank you.

Somehow, the confused feelings that I had is clear now
It would be a lie if I say I don't want you.
But, for our good, I think the way we remain now is great.
We had a lot of good moment, I'm not sure if you think the same way, but it is to me :p
I'll save a place for you somewhere in my heart ;)

9.8.14

It's August now :) 

I guess, it's true that people move on. 

It's just the matter of time.

Let the past be the past

I felt sorry and sad to myself, that'd been so pathetic over you last time

But, is all over now. 

Lately, I've been waking up in tears

I don't remember what I dreamt, I just know, it is a sad dream.

There's too many good people around me, be there for me when I'm in need. 

If it's possible, can I make a wish ? 

A wish for you guys to stay with me as long as possible. 

And, having a confused feeling now.

I'm not sure if I have feeling towards him or just too depending on him.

Of course, I wish it is the latter one.

I'm afraid of losing 

They said, trying is better than regret.

But, I rather regret than losing you.