Us ♥

Everything is going to end, after u going.
Yea, i will miss u, very much.

May be, i wish, these is just a nightmare, after that i'm wake, everything will goes right.
Neh, but, this is real, not a fake.
Face it bravely? I'm not that tough.

May be you are right, i need someone to talk about all my thing.
But, who will be my listener? You? Perhaps yea, but... you are leaving soon.

3 months time? It's short or long? I'm not sure, but, the only thing i can confirm is, i will miss you.
Yea, probably i will wait for you.
Just wish that, you will not forget me that time.

Fear about many things, that you never knew it, no ones know it.
Yea, i always like that, hiding my feeling behind.

So, i will wait you, i will miss you, and i love you  ♥  :)

World

Live in this world, just accept the fact we should face.

Don't blame the world any more, we deserve what we should deserve.

Start over again, enjoy the life, appreciate what we have now.

It's over, just let it pass, we cant control the fate.

May be, the way to continue live happily in this world is just

forget what that is unhappy, forgive those that hurt you.

Even the whole world against you, even you are alone.

If you know the truth, there's nothing for you to afraid on.

Cause, we know that we are innocent, we know that we are not wrong.

That's all, just believe on your own

What for to mind what's other thinking, just mind your own.

Be tough, we can get a better life.

The world is not that bad as we though,

just that before we deserve a better life, we always must go through a bad life.

At last, the one standing with you, is those that treat you with their heart

Those that love you.

And, when we know who is real and fake, just go to the real side.

Treat each other honestly, :)

Yea, what for to care other's opinion?

Everyone have their own opinion, that's all.

What you dislike, that's your business, please don't interrupt other's life.

But at the same time, please look into your self,

do you really have the qualification to said people,

please recheck your own value 1st before you saying other's,

respect other's and respect your own.

If one never interrupt you, why you want to interrupt it?

Such a funny question, but yea, it's true.

So, wish you have your happy life without interrupting other's any more,

sincerely thank you.

Life ♥

Since when, i never update my blog, i'm also not really sure about it

while the time goes, a lot things had happen.

Some, are happy, but some, aren't

Till now, i'm not sure, do i care about it any more?

Now, i am studying in senior 1 science D

meet a lot of new classmate

having a new life? Yea, may be.

Just, forget what had happen.

May be, i may feel better.

When, i treat u as my everything, please, don't betray my feelings

this is what i though. But, i treat you as my wish.

There's no need for you to paid back me, cause i never ask for it

And even i ask for it, you have your right to choose either you want to do it or not.

I have no qualify to interrupt your choice

May be this is life?

The one you care, the one you love, always never realize there is someone

that care them so much.

So, in the same time, while we are exhausted in caring about them,

what we get, is just disappoint.

Nothing will change the fact.

Or, just...? We are too sensitive in it.

Yea, may be. So, you still the one i care about, but yet, i wont let you hurt my feeling once more.

When you need me, just tell me, i will do as your wish.

When you doesn't need me, go happy with your friends, there's no need for you to care about me

cause, i really don't mind about you, i am tired of waiting you.

Tell me, when you need me, at lease i will feel better that i still been treat as your friend.

♥

我以为

终于毕业了！！（不过是初中毕业 xD）

曾经以为，毕业，会让我对你不舍

不过，不知何时开始？

一切变了。

所以，无论未来发生什么，

无论你变成怎么样

无论你需不需要我

只要你需要，我愿意像以前

每一刻呆在你身边，

任你做一切

不过，没这个机会了吧？

毕竟，你有了你的新朋友。

所以，我祝福你，

毕业快乐，新生活快乐

:)

你

曾经把我的一切, 当成你

不过, 没有这个机会了吧?

看得出，你有你在乎的人了

无论我怎么努力

都无济于事

好羡慕，

那时你跟我时，你不曾做过的事

每一次，都是我主动去找你

而现在的你，会亲自去跟他们

奇怪，我在羡慕什么？

羡慕我们的友谊敌不过你那朋友？

可能吧

比任何人更清楚自己的缺点

所以，比任何人更害怕失去

但是，无可否认的

虽然你我都没说，不过明显的

我已经渐渐的在失去你了

想对你说，你从我的一切，自由了

只要看见你开心就好

也许，我们真的没缘做永远的朋友

pmr

昨天是小学朋友的生日

sze lynn happy b'day :)

也许，只有你是最了解我的人，

也是我最能在你面前做回自己的人

不会担心，你对我的眼光

因为，我们都有足够的信任

因为，我们都是一样的人

应该有6年了，我们的友谊

还那么的坚固，xD

果然，我们6年级的承诺，还在

我们说过，我们会保持联络

结果，小学全部朋友中，你唯一还保持联络的是我

而我也一样 :D

pmr 要来了，我有很多目标

却没有意志力行动

:3 祝大家，考试加油。

sze lynn, i believe in our friendship :) i love you

给你

很久没更新了，这一篇，为你而写

虽然，我不确定你是否会看到，

也不确定你知不知道，我是为你而写的

不过希望，你会知道……

最近，不，也许不是最近……

有一阵子了，你有没有发现到，我们之间，越来越难沟通了

没办法，像你这种超有人缘的人

我在你眼里，也许只是很渺小

或者，我根本就不在你眼里？

有好几次了，去找你的是我

不过，先离开的也是我，

没办法……每次我去找你时，你都在做东西

没关系，我等，等到我终于厌倦了，才离开

如果可以，我才不想走，不过，就这样傻傻的陪着你

对自己好像太残忍了

忽然记起，有个人曾对我说过

“倩如，我看得出你很爱xx，不过他好像没这么爱你”

也对，你是唯一几个我愿意付出着真心的人之一

我也不知道为什么，就是很信任你，就是很喜欢你这个朋友

可能，你说得对，你不相信永远，不过我相信

我一直都相信我们是永远的好朋友

现在，可能也只是短暂的

我们的问题，我不知道它何时出现的

不过，我相信，我们的友谊