Raya Holiday

Before starting, there's something I want to say.
If this is your way of showing your care,
Please don't. I won't want to encounter you any more.
If it's just my fantasie. Then just ignore what I want u to know.
Don't add on my debt to you, I won't return.

And so, now's Raya holiday yay :3

But couldn't hangout that much like the last holiday :x
Or else, I won't have enough time for studies

Having great friends is the best thing in this world
Probably, I have really a lot a lot of people that care about me
It's my honor having u guys.

It's late night now, and I'm feeling hungry :/
I should go to sleep :p hehe.

Nighty 😊❤️ everyone that I love

11.7.14

Productive Friday .

We get to met our replacement teacher , Ranju.
Damn stict sio.

After finishing college,
Went to hop hop bunny cafe. Yay ~~~

Gets to interact with bunnies :D
But, the urine of the bunny
Got in my pant D:
So I went to toilet to clean up myself
Ended up, being lock inside ( the locker spoilt, drop off )

Afterwards, went to Wei Xia mummy's home yay~~
Play for a moment and then rush home  to bath

Afterwards, Megan pick me up and so so.
We took Sean's car to Mun Kay hse.

It is a successful reunion party this time yea !
Nearly 100% attended. :)

Had a lot of funs :P

Then, someone suggested to go for round 2 in the pub
So I went to the pub for the 1st time :o

Afterwards, Dickson drive me home.
;)

HAHAHA, but the funniest part is
I mistaken my pencil box as wallet and went out for this hangout.

And then, felt sorry to my parents ;p
That have to endure this bad daughter
That always hangout until late mid night .

9.7.14

Sem 2 starts, current status : trying hard to be hardworking :p
Bad result D:

Friends in college, somehow feel more family-like than secondary sch haha.
Not sure if it is a good or bad news
Probably good, may be.

Among all classmate, there's few which is really nice .
Felt so blessed having u guys in my life
Although I do not believe much in forever anymore
I really wish, we could stay together forever.

I'm not sure what love is
But if it is
Feeling happy when you're with me
Looking forward the time with you
Feel safe if you're by my side whenever what happened.

Then may be, there's someone that I held such feeling now.

But, I'm afraid of losing, so I'll just stay on the spot.
And wait for this feeling to fade .

For now, just study hard :)

29.5.14

Once, we were foolish, we cry over small little things 

We believe in the impossible 

We blame the others for our faulty 

We smile over everything 

Time pass, we grow, we change. 

Is good to record down ur life

When you read back, you leave a smile, realize how stupid we were back then

All the trauma we thought we couldn't bare over, 

We overcame. 

Promises, target that we set last time

Forgotten in the past. 

Belief, became nothing but merely a joke

Nothing will be the same anymore

The dream we had, is so beautiful that I doesn't want to wake from it

But still, it's just a dream

Regardless how u feel, a dream is a dream 

When the dream ended, u have to move on. 

It might be hard, 

There'll be times that we wanted to collapse back into the dream

But, someday, we will be looking back, and realize our stupidity now. 

And that day, we will leave a smile again. 

11.5.2014

Like daughter like mum ? 

Today is Mother's Day, but my mum is not by ourside 

Guess why? 

Because she accidentally brought an air ticker under her name when she's helping her friend to buy

Aish. And then, it can't be refund 

So instead of wasting it, mum went for it

Ahh, 1 week 

Me

The one that couldn't let it go is just me.
Every perception of me about you is just my fantasy.

It's about time to end my foolishness.
It's time to wake up, after discovering so much.

Everything has ended.
Everything will be okay.

It will just be a memory to be forgotten.
Smile and live on :)

Calm

My college holiday started few days ago :)
Did nothing except for lazying the whole day haha. Lol

Feel more stable and calm now
Just sometime, when I miss you, I will wonder what are you doing.

As I promised both of us before,
until the day I completely put down you, I will only add back you as friend in FB
I wonder, how long will it be ?

Sometimes, I just feel silly and pathetic
After our broke up, you move on so quickly
And me , still staying on the same spot hoping for so called miracle happens.
I wonder, what makes me attached to you so much? Hmm, I don't know.

For the moment, I had rejected a few confession
Just feeling like, I'm not ready for the next yet, I don't want to be so irresponsible in my relationship, it is unfair for both side.
Also, for the moment, you are the only one I had such feeling to.

Just like one of my pal said,
One day, I will eventually let go of it and realize how silly and stupid I'm now

For now, I have to decide what I'm going to choose next
This Friday, I'm going to experience German school life
Then, I will have to decide to continue what I'm doing now or start a new life in Germany
No matter which path I choose, as long as I'm happy will do :)

I'm fine now, how about you ?
Do you miss me, like I miss you ;) ?