New chapter

I'm starting my university in a week time

As usual, I think I will be shy and nervous to greet my new friends ?

Let's hope everything will be fine haha

As time passes, some of my friends that were once close with me starting to feel distance

I guess, things does fade 

Hopefully they get to meet great friends in my place 

In the same time, I'm glad to have people that always care for me

I always knew I'm not a great person to begin with 

I don't need anything in return, so please don't stop caring for me 

That's all I wished for 

Midnight

My ex got himself a new girlfriend again
Unexpectedly, I felt sad knowing about it
I was quite certain that I'd put down the past relationship of ours
But unfortunately, I guess things doesn't develop as what you expect it will be
After knowing it, I cried the whole night until now
I guess it will be a sleepless night today?
Do I still love him?
I'm not sure about it, but I guess I do care about him
I told him that we should lessen our contact for his sake
But honestly, it was for myself
It will be too hurt to know how happy he is with the person being by his side that wasn't me
I guess I tried too hard hiding my feelings for him after our broke up
Hopefully, this will be the last time that I will cry for you
Perhaps, cutting off contact with you will be the best option
As I won't be hurt anymore
I wonder, how long does it takes for it to heal?

30.6.15

This is the last day of June
My A level program officially end today
The memories that we shared during this one and a half year was great
Although I regret taking A level as it is tough
But as it is over now, I probably will miss everyone

The Langkawi trip I went with my college friends was fun
I'm glad that I made great friends
I really like everyone, so I guess I will make a selfish wish for myself
I hope everyone will stay being friends as long as possible.

2015

About 2 months have passed for this " new " year, and I've sick twice 

Such a weak body I have :/ 

It doesn't really surprise me anymore, those who accompanied me last year wasn't those I'm spending time with now. 

At least I'm pleased that those who meant a lot to me is still with me now. 

I hope our friendship last :)

Probably we're just too blindly seeking for someone who will understand us instead of appreciating those who stayed with us all these time. 

I'm glad I met you guys, that will stayed with me unconditionally. 

December

My ex came to visit for the past few days
After so long, I guess it will be a lie if I say I don't miss him.

I have lots of shortcoming
However, he bear it
I like the way he arrange his time and make effort for me
It makes me feel like, I'm worthy to him.
I wonder, if the place we lived is nearer, will we end differently?

Moment with Bentard

Okayy, I'm going to update from last wednesday :3
Last Wednesday was the last day of my trial exam. Hehe
Went to Sunway Pyramid with Jin An :)
Had a great lunch
And well, last round of Guardian of the Galaxy in Luxe cinema
Hmm, personal opinion
Although luxe is 1.5 time more expensive than normal ticket
But, it do has comfy seating :P
Spacious and well, great seating that wont block shorty view like me :D
It was a great day indeed hehe
And, Jin An, you drove well :) steady driver

Next, Friday
A second hit to Mitasu, but ended up with great disappointment :(
T__T I will never try to go there any more ( may be ) ahaha
Their buffet is only available for dinner hour or public holiday
Unfortunately :( it was a weekday lunch time that day
So, Yam and I went to The Good Batch for lunch
Mmmm, the food there was nice, really nice, super nice :)
Probably will have a next try there agn :P
And to consult our broken heart,
We went to had dessert at Miam Miam
The Macha soufflé was nice :) so as the berry parfait ? ( something like that )

I'm skipping Sunday :P although I had some activities that day,
because I can't wait for today :3

Todayy :D
Went to Paradigm mall with Jin An ^^
Emm, ugh D: I lost in the parking lot LOL
and so, the guard helped me ahahaha
thank you guard :P
Tried Sukiya ( Japanese hot pot ) with Jin An today
Mmm, the food is not bad
and time with Jin An is always great haha
Bought some books for sister in popular
and well, a kind Jin An take them for me :P thank you
Honestly, I think I'm getting more and more obese to you, hahaha
Another great day, with someone important to me ;) 

23.8.14

It's been a bad month
Several sad things happened
But no matter how bad a month is, there'll always be something good to balance it :)

Well, here comes the bad one first :o
I bang my car during a visit to Ms Gladys's daughter full month party.
Well, the main point is not the car of course
Most importantly, no one is injured :x
I felt sorry to those that were in my car
And well, of course my family
Sorry, my careless brought trouble to everyone :x I will be more aware and learn from my lesson.

I didn't really remember much what bad things happened,
:o but well, that was the main one. So here comes the good part. :)

The owner of the car that I bang, he was a kind man
Thank you for tolerating a careless driver like me haha :)

Then, friends that keeps on supporting me until I feel better
Thank you for being there with me

And well, my family for taking responsibility for all my actions
Thank you.

Somehow, the confused feelings that I had is clear now
It would be a lie if I say I don't want you.
But, for our good, I think the way we remain now is great.
We had a lot of good moment, I'm not sure if you think the same way, but it is to me :p
I'll save a place for you somewhere in my heart ;)