Emotion

Behind every emotion has its own story.

I am now having an unknown emotion, I don't know how am I feeling now.

But at least I know, I don't feel much happy.

Sometimes, I really don't know, what I am to others.

Well, I don't really mind what others think about me.

Just, for some people that I categorised as important, I really willing to know,

what am I to you ?

I don't remember when is the last time I had cried.

May be, I am just too tired of everything, I don't even feel anything any more, may be.

My sky is mist, I am feeling so lost now.

What is the purpose I born to this world ? I have no goods.

I wonder if you realized, I did not smile much compared to last time.

I don't feel like smiling.

Sometimes I smiled, just to cover the embarrassing moment of our eye contact. 

Yea, I did smile, but not much like the past.

I wonder.. if you know how I feel now.

I feel.. miserable