I started my syllabus without much thought.
Now when I doing research about the related courses, I start to feel panic as it doesn't seems to be what I interested in.
I decided to wait you quietly as I promised you.
But then, the pain in my heart still can't fade.
My underweight condition continue goes on,
Now, everyone that seen me also told me that I gotten much skinnier.
Perhaps, I really slim down a lot.
My parents recommended me to look for a counsellor.
But I don't want to, I'm scare that the counsellor find out about my negative side.
May be my parents are right, I really have some mental illness.
I really miss nana, I know he can't accompany me.
His side, has a more worthy girl for him and treat him much more better than me.
He has no reason to hurts her.
I'm crying again. After all, I'm a cry baby.
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